Goodman Gallery London is pleased to announce I was always within and without, a new exhibition by Banele Khoza bringing together a deeply introspective body of work developed during the artist’s 12-week residency at the Victoria House in Margate – a programme founded in 2025 by Dame Tracey Emin DBE RA. Working and living within a restored Georgian home and the wider creative community of TKE Studios, Khoza used this period of retreat and artistic immersion to expand his practice in scale, gesture and emotional depth.
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While in the United Kingdom, Khoza felt it inappropriate to paint people he did not know intimately – a sensitivity that has long shaped his portraiture. In Margate, he found himself turning toward the environments around him: Emin’s garden at TKE Studios, the wild and tended corners outside his studio, and the iconic gardens of Claude Monet in Giverny, which he visited three years prior and now reflected on the British gardening traditions that shape them. Encountering these spaces prompted a new way of thinking about landscape – not as a departure from portraiture, but as another mode through which to consider presence and belonging. These gardens became “portraits” of the people who shape them, while also echoing the artist’s memories of gardens in eSwatini, where Khoza was born, and their own layered histories of influence.
Alongside these monumental oil-stick paintings, the exhibition also presents a series of smaller, delicate watercolour studies of botanicals and still lifes. These works offer a counterpoint to the urgency and physicality of the larger compositions, revealing another register of Khoza’s practice – one marked by softness and quiet attention. Their intimacy underscores the artist’s sustained engagement with the natural world, tracing the small gestures that sit at the heart of this body of work.
Language and poetry continue to shape Khoza’s practice. Throughout the residency he wrote potential exhibition titles – among them “Each Painting Carries My Dreams” – reflecting on how the works hold aspiration, longing and the ongoing labour of becoming. The eventual exhibition title, I was always within and without, drawn from F. Scott Fitzgerald’s The Great Gatsby, resonates with the state of duality that defines this body of work: the feeling of being both immersed in a place and slightly apart from it, both transformed by an experience and observing it from a distance.
For Khoza, exhibiting in London holds profound significance. As the first person in his family to travel widely and pursue an artistic career, he describes this moment as a realisation of dreams his ancestors could not pursue. Influenced early by his grandfather – a photographer and later photojournalist for The Star newspaper – Khoza persisted in his commitment to art from childhood through detours in fashion and textile studies before training at TUT. The residency – and now this exhibition – marks what he sees as a moment of alignment, where personal history and artistic transformation meet.
Khoza began working with oil sticks during the residency, embracing their immediacy, density and physical resistance to produce a series of paintings that each stretch over four metres wide. The scale of these works – coupled with the demanding, full-body effort required by oil stick – generated a heightened, almost urgent gestural language. Produced during a period of personal turbulence, these paintings offered a sense of escape and reordering – “I felt like I was painting for my life,” he recalls. Margate’s rhythms – its coastline, solitude and long walks by the ocean – further shaped the emotional atmosphere of the work, grounding it in a language of introspection. For Khoza, the garden, the ocean and the heart became symbolic sites of spiritual anchoring, places where clarity, faith and ancestral presence felt most accessible.
